I Stay Alone

I stay alone.

No one knows
Whether I sing or hum,
Murmur or shout.
Whether I sing with an overjoyed
Or a mourning tone.
Whether I hum a special rhythm
Is from my memory or just hum at random.
Whether I murmur
With giggle with tears for my evening prayer.
Whether I shout
Shout out loud for help.
No one does know.

No one remembers.
Whether I love the warmth of sunshine.
Whether I love the refreshing rainy smell.
Whether I love to be embraced by laughter.
Whether I love to be hugged.
No one does remember.

No one realizes
I hate to be alone
No one cares
That I stay alone
So I leave eternally
And being eternally left alone.